I can say that God has truly blessed my life. How you say? Well He has kept me through many hardships, Abuse of all forms, Sickness, Self-harm, and times of true tribulation. I know we all go through trials, but each of us handles them in a different way. I handled mine in silence. I couldn’t speak out, I was afraid. I could only call out to God in prayer, and he always heard me. He may not have answered my prayers in the way I wanted, but he always gave the right answer.
As I sit and write this I must say I have been touched by God. I have a renewed sense of belonging, of acceptance, and of renewed Faith. I have been struggling in my walk. I have not understood where I was being led, what I was to do with my life, how I was supposed to go on. God has made me realize that all he wants is for me to walk in his Salvation, walk in his Love, and be the Jesus others need to see. I can just go day to day only concerned for myself, but that is not what God wants. God desires me to walk, talk, and show the Love of Jesus Christ. I need to be an example and I am sorry I have not been doing that. I have been selfish, self-centered, and not concerned with others. My eyes have been opened and now I must CHANGE!
I have known my whole life that God had a purpose, he had to have. Why you ask? Well because he has sent me through the fire and I was not consumed, he has sent me through the waters and I didn’t drown, he has been with me every step of the way. I know he was keeping me safe for a higher purpose. Why must we go through the bad, because God is wanting to test us, see how strong we are and we must have experiences and a testimony he can use to reach others. I learned early on through my Grandma and Grandpa that all you need is Jesus.
I want my life to reflect God’s grace, love, faithfulness, and devotion.
I am starting today, at this very second to repent, walk the walk of Salvation, and give a promise to God and all those I influence or may meet, that I will be all God needs me to be. I am here for support, to give guidance, and to show you love and concern.
I Thank God for his continuous blessings, safety, and love even when I didn’t deserve it.